I try to sleep and the most horrible thoughts and images come to mind. It gets to the point where I would do anything...anything at all to make it stop. Nobody can fix me. I can't fix me. I am broken and unfixable and don't want to be around to see myself circle the drain any more.
Yes, I have a T. I have a P doc too. Nothing helps. I have tried for so many years and I am really tired. I need it to end.
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