I don't know if I am posting in right area, but I figured I might as well start somewhere and have someone tell me I was wrong. I try to figure out these problems, and I try to cope with them, though I just cover it all up with weed and alcohol. Anger, panic, anxiety, more thoughts that distort everything impede the process of trying to get my life in order. This stuff has caused me to lose verything, or maybe it was selfish reasoning or something. I am trying to figure out if I really have problems, well who doesnt, but If I need professional help or I just need to lie in the bed I made for myself. Or whatever else expression you want to use. SOrry, kinda intixicated, so delete this post if need. Thanks for listening. I am lost with this all and it takes me getting drunk to talk about it.