Two thoughts: A client who experiences repeated burn-out by their therapists is usually diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder, not depression. I wrote a thesis on this very issue. Secondly, if you have a diagnosis of BPD, then meds don't typically help. There are no meds that treat BPD. Meds can treat your symptoms, not your diagnosis. If you do have BPD, then it is very likely that you experience a lot of anger, even rage. This can scare people away, even therapists. Maybe the focus of treatment should shift to your anger. Fact: in many cases, depression has it's roots in anger. The emotions are like cousins. Lastly, BPD is a developmental disorder. Every case of BPD I have seen is directly linked to trauma that occurred between the ages of 1 and 1/2 and 3 years old. Lots of times, clients don't have any memory of the trauma. Unfortunately, most therapists are not trained to work with BPD and so they get burned out quickly. Maybe you should ask your T if she has experience with BPD. You could also ask her if she is up for the challenge. If so, you two could create a contract of sorts where you agree to work together for a certain period of time. That would also be a good time to come up with rules that you would both agree to. Then, after X number of months you re-evaluate the work and set up a new contract. This is just an idea. And, finally, you might want to read a short paperbook called "I hate you, don't leave me". I think you would get a lot out of the book. Good luck with your situation. I don't know you but I believe in you