My sister came and got me and is going to let me stay with her, her hubby and my niece until I can find a place and get on my feet again. I just couldn't take the screaming and calling me names anymore. I still have to go back and get things like my dishes and all of my clothes. My sister lives 2 hours away from where we lived. He's still in the house but I'm hoping he'll leave while I am gone. Tomorrow I am going to call around to find a tdoc around this area and start calling around to the HUD and see if I qualify for help. I am much more relaxed and not as stressed here and I think that's an important thing right now. My parents live about 5 mins away from the house so they are keeping an eye out to make sure he doesn't throw my things to the road and they have my chihuahua at their house. I know that things will be so much better for me emotionally and mentally in the long run but it's just hard right now. Thank ya'll for replies and kind words.