Not me. If I finish last in therapy it will be because I *own* last place, not because I'm a nice guy.

on wanting to be pushed: I resent it, I need it, so it's yes and no at same time. I think the Ts have a word for this.... "ambivalence"

I want T2 to push me, when the day comes that I need a push; but when that day comes I also know I will push back.