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Originally Posted by sittingatwatersedge
that would be me. I am just now reading this thread and my jaw is hanging.
Mcl, voicemail / email / phone call / snail mail are all valid ways to say "I am not coming back", don't hang yourself up with guilt over that. You want to be sure though that the message gets through, so he can't claim you didn't tell him.
Wow I am so sorry for what you are going through.  
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Thank you so much. This totally blows. I want to emphasize that I was no sweetheart during the last appointment. I def had my part in things...but it was truly UGLY.
UGLY. It was an ARGUMENT like you would have in a bar for crissakes....and it's been many years since I did anything like THAT! I feel like my therapist pushed my buttons, and then, I pushed my therapist's buttons and then it was completely out of control. Standing face to face.....Holy Crap! Honestly, this is just sinking in, and I cannot imagine what the weekend is going to be like.
I am so freaked out.....trying hard to take care of myself and benefiting greatly from postings here. So now the bad news: expect to hear much more from me in the next few weeks....