It's so hard to have compassion for ppl who choose suicide for me...I don't mean to hurt anyones feelings here, I'm just talking...I just think of people in this world going through so much more and yet they still keep fighting. I understand that depression gets a person down so low that suicide sounds like a bed of roses but at the same time how ****ing selfish of you to want to give up and put people through their own depression of losing you. I can't wrap my head around it, I've been suicidal before, I know what it's like to want to die but that one fibre kept me living and that was I owe it to the ones I love to get well. I couldn't find a reason for myself but I could for others. I guess that is why I think it is so selfish and self-serving.