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here's what i was told, if you think or ask if you have a problem with drugs/alcohol, you probably do. for me the answer/solution was AA. attending some meetings may help you. if you identify from something you hear there it can help you decide.
also when i was abusing alcohol i had multiple symptoms caused by using it for an escape route, panic attacks, depression, instability in my life and daily actions or no action at all to help myself, etc. my intoxification was the only thing i lived for. i am on the depressant side but all my symptoms improved with sobriety.
hope this helps.
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