My situation was a little similar. My mom is schizophrenic and was very abusive. Some of the abuse was in the form of medical/ hygeine guises. I had no privacy either. I'm very sorry that happened to you. It can make everday habits/ occurences triggering. It can make going to dr etc . . . Very frightening, and people and the world as a whole very scary. I hope you have a good T. Wishing you healing and peace and hugs if that' s ok.