I'm feeling really alone right now, my T is away for 3 weeks and tried mates, family, b/f and no one is answering, having huge flashbacks and loosing who i am. I just really need someone.

Would call a crisis line but it's straight to the hospital which i don't want or need, i just need someone to make it all go away.
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Things don't happen over time magically, they happen over time with work.
Being normal is overrated. I am young and crazy in a world where normal, decent people construct nuclear weapons.