Im waiting to see pdoc to see what dx is to have on bracelet. T thinks schizophrenia, but i' m not sure. Think i have more of a dissociative disorder, but maybe i have both. Pdocs are hard to get. Yeah, i' ll get bracelet for sure. Hopefully, i' ll never need it, but better to have it and not need it than other way around. Actually, might be good this happened. I think my bfriend and sister were in
denial about how serious my condition is. Now i think they might understand a little more that when i miss work it's not because i' m
lazy. In fact i work and drive and do a lot of stuff that' s really hard for me, and then it gets too hard like now- i got ear infection and sinus infection which is bad with asthma.