Welcome, High Priestess, to the Bipolar club. It's not such a bad place, really, if you stay on your meds and keep a positive (LOL) outlook on life. Mostly, tho, it's a very supportive group, and there is always someone around to pick you up when you are down, give advice (good and bad), or just plain commiserate with you. I've found it to be a great place to hang out on my stressed days and a nice thing to be able to help others. So welcome aboard, and I hope you enjoy your time here!