I have suffered major depression for the last three years. Tried EVERYTHING. The only thing left is acceptance that as long as i live this IS the way i am going to feel. Prior deppressed periods i snaped out of it, used alternative thinking, drinked my troubles away, the coup de gra was when my "safe place" work became hell. the rest of life was meaningless,..but harmless. They put me in to the place i am today. i will never feel good for more than a fleeting moment. i will think of an end that will not come. i will never work. i will never breath. i will never be free of this crushing weight. SO I ACCEPT. That is what you all have to look forward to because sooner or later there will be that moment when you mind splits, shatters, and can never a assemble into anything ever again. SO I ACCEPT. I hope you all feel better but i WARN YOU these feeling will arise. over and over. SO I ACCEPT. Find solace in the small moments you feel better because it may be 5,10,15 years later it will come crashing down around you and your world will be CHANGED again. MISERY will be yours. SO I ACCEPT. I WILL NEVER BE AGAIN