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Originally Posted by Trippin2.0
You ARE a person!
Interpersonal relationships are HARD! Don't beat yourself up about it. Take it 1 step at a time, it's good that you're aware of your behaviour. Wish I knew the magic word to make us stop acting out tho.
Sorry no pearls of wisdom over here...
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Thank you, but I can't help but hate myself more when I am making the same mistakes, and I KNOW it. These things, these destructive behaviors, become an overwhelming compulsion to the point that I can't think about anything else anymore. They become so loud that I either have to act on them or stop doing anything else but fighting the compulsions. I wish the self-awareness helped.