Thanks for the replies! I think he really just doesn't want me to go through a depressive episode in front of her. I guess I understand but I don't really like being sent away either....it makes me feel rejected. I do admit to being really down lately and I think it's ruining everything. I'll probably end up staying with my mom until I go to the doctor just because I need a home. It's better than going back and forth I hate that. I really love him and I want it to work out. We're supposed to talk tonight so hopefully it all goes OK.