Glad to hear that you're "okay" Nicole ... although hurt and confused about your friend's response. People react in different ways and I hope that, in time, your friend comes around. Suicide attempts scare our famlilies and friends, it makes them unsure and angry. If they get help, they are usually able to work this through. I sincerely hope that your friend is able to work it through and I hope that you have some solid support and help assisting you as you attempt to get through her reaction to your attempt. Take care!