My T of four almost five years will be leaving in June, unfortunately the whole month of May T is taking off and will be in on occassion. So April is the last month that I may possibly see her. She told me last session that she is leaving the VA. I just lost it and broke down in tears. I have been crying on and off since then. I miss her so very much and even when its in between sessions I miss her. I cant believe that I will no longer be seeing her soon. I want to do something really nice and special for her. I dont know much about her except that she drinks coffee, and likes horses and has or does ride them. In therapy she often referred to us as keeping in the same boat and not having me go else where since I dissociate. Things like that I am gonna miss a lot. She had a way of making me feel so validated and safe and that everything would be okay. I cant believe that she is leaving me. I am not sure what to do for her. I want to show her how much she means to me and that our relationship means so much.
Thanks for listening and any suggestions would be great!!