Oh Delicate, I am so sorry you are feeling so badly. I so understand feeling suicidal and then getting those one word emails. Gosh, they suck big time. Please see your T on Monday. It's very important. I'm trying to make it through this weekend too. It's hard, I know.

I never understood the one word responses until I worked my last job. I was so unbelievably busy with unrealistic demands and people whose lives literally depended on me. Lunch was a 10 minute luxury and so was going to the bathroom. I would lose my temper by the end of the day and I could see the hurt in their eyes. It just killed me. It wasn't their fault at all - it was the unreal demands of the job. It reminded me of how I felt with some of the responses I had received from therapists. I didn't mean it, I was just exhausted and it came out.

I hope you feel better soon.