well, my disorder is getting worse and i just get tired of all the things around me. i want to quit my job and leave for some quiet place, with beautiful scenery, totallly strangers for me. my boyfriend said it's also due to my character .well, i don't know. i'm just struggling day by day, and it's tortuning.I really want to go out to have fresh air, why is life so difficult and so stuffy?