Not a day goes by where I don't wish this very same thing for myself. I'm sure that we're not the only ones, either. Like I'd love to get about 5,000 acres of heavily wooded land, make a clearing right in the middle of it and build a house there. That way I'd be away from people, those who have hurt others and me, and in with things that I can relate to and find comfort and solace in.

It's really not easy at all to feel this way. It's like every day is a struggle because you hate the life you're currently living.

Sorry I can't be of much help, but I just wanted you to know that you are not alone.