T,

I don't want to talk to you because I don't have any money, but so much has been going on that I just want to talk to you. I'm broke, I want to impulse buy, and my relationships are driving me crazy. I keep feeling guilty and like I should just find a man to rule my life, and I'm struggling. I'm so scared about all of this new treatment, and I wish you were still around to help me through this.

But I just cant say anything to you because its not fair if you help me for free... and I just can't pay up.