Alex, I hope you've read through this thread--although doing so would be painful. Just in case you haven't, I want you to know that Ruben spoke of you often with such love and devotion and trust that we all know you were a large part of his world. Certainly one of the best parts of it too.

I can't begin to imagine what you are feeling. He was such a bright light that I could not imagine he wouldn't beat this.

I am so sorry.