i don't deserve everyone being nice to me. i'm not such a nice person. i'm mad and sad and don't care about anyone else right now. i am staying inside for the wedding on sat. no one wants me out anyway. i'll let w_i and prism do all that. they're nice.
our T said to keep deedee's mind off things. let her play. she did and she's feeling better. i still feel like crap.
vicki