I have really accurate vivid memories that don't flow right. Time doesn't flow right for me normally. Minutes will feel like hours, hours like a few seconds, that sort of thing. I will think I sat down for three hours, but really it's been 15 minutes, or I'll think I slept an extra hour, but then realise 5 min have gone by. Stuff like that.
As for my past, I cant recal anything in way of time. I'll know it was "summer" because the memory takes place in a warm, summery day, but thats it. I can also give stuff in ways of what grade I was in, but not how old I was. I won't have a clue how old I was! But it had to have taken place in grade 6 because it was the first year living in my home town. Or it had to be grade 11 because it was the first year of a new school year, and these people were there. The only reason I think I can do that is because I've moved so much, and can remember what grades I was where.
I also "slip" from reality sometimes, but it's not anything like a flashback for me. It's more just a no there period of time where I'm just... not there? That sounds lame...
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