I know how you feel. I have trouble being sincere also. I am very bad with words. I do not like to hurt others feelings... The only time I don't have trouble being straightforward, is in my job because in my time of business you have to be. I am a psychic, in case you were wondering. But, when comes to everyday it is not always the easiest thing to do. I know. Exactly how you feel. And, then I am such a horrible liar, people are able to look right through me. I can't even talk about anymore... It depresses me. I know how you feel.