I just came back from work a little while ago so I'm a bit tired but I wanted to reply to you all, who did care enough to reply to me and give me your time and your support.

I work with the public so this has helped me today to not think too much about this memory but it did popped up on my mind on and off.

It's more the questions now that is on my mind. Why was my sister so upset? What did happened to bring her to this state of mind? What happened inside while I was sitting on that porch? But I know I will never have those answers, not if I have to remember by myself, because nobody in my familly will tell me.

I still don't know what the little felt.

I am going to deal with this one step at a time the best I can. I will surely take your suggestions. I am grateful to you all.

Thank you so very much!