Hi PC-

I've may have mentioned here and there that therapy for me has been rather confusing and very up and down and sideways and backwards. Anyhow, about a month ago my T wanted to read the book "The Buddha And The Borderline. Let me point out that as far as I've been told- I do not have Borderline Personality Disorder. I finally went out last night and purchased the book and started reading it. When my T mentioned the book to me, she said I should read it because It might help me see why I do some of the things that I do. . I've read some of it so far and the more I read the more I am getting angry at my T and have been thinking non-stop about that comment she made. I have real empathy towards the writer-I feel so sad reading her story. But, I am just so lost. I guess I really need to talk to T in detail about why she wanted me to get this book.. I am just so torn with my therapy right now.