I just want someone to hold onto so tightly.
To love me unconditionally.
I'm sure this feeling could kill me.
Because i know its never going to happen.
I make myself never ever admit these feelings.
i block them out
i use every bit of energy i have to never think these thoughts or allow myself to know that this is what i need.
something i'll never have and something everyone seems to deserve,
i wouldnt wish loving me upon anyone.
i cant live alone forever,
i dont understand why i have to