I hope that you DO ask your T instead of obsessing about it again! I wonder what my T thinks about me right now because in my email I wrote that I didn't feel excited/good last session because she didn't look so good (she didn't feel well.) I don't like that I react that way but I wonder if it makes her feel self-conscious. I wrote it but I'm panicking at the idea of asking her. She says nothing is TMI but it may be TMI to hear her answer. She'll probably say, as usual, to be curious about it, and that she knows I'm not going to act on my feelings for her, and it's okay. I don't have to ask her now. But, Squiggle, I want to know what your T says if you ask her.