I sure understand the wanting to go away all the time. I dream of moving back to the desert several times a day I miss the peace and quiet. The howl of a coyote. etc I don't know what your character has to do with wanting to be elsewhere, I also don't know what your disorder is but I think many dream of being somewhere anywhere where they will feel comfort of some kind.... Take care and keep positng here there are many great people here who care and understand. Linda