I have gotten like this recently. I even blew up on my daughter, and my husband and almost left to move in with my sister. Just like that I was going to go. I cant believe how impulsive I can be. I feel horrible about it now, but I appoligised. I really hate this disease. Its so nasty and can get so out of my control. I have never experienced this until recently though. Im usually just down right depressed or flying high. I miss flying high so much. Right now Id give anything to get out of this depression but I dont want the anger back.