This is me as well.

I do have friends but I'm not close to them though I do help them if they need it and rarely to ask something in return. All in all they think I'm the weirdest of the bunch and my relationship with them isn't the strongest. I tried telling them my problem but they just don't take it seriously and reaching to them gives me a cold shoulder in return, it just wrecks my nerves off.

I, too, am depressed that I tried not to work the whole day in the house but I remember no one's going to this but me because no one is there to listen to my problems (my family aren't reliable to this) and telling them makes me look like a 'drama queen' to them.

I feel sorry to myself that I'm a lousy friend...