Thanks.

I have an appointment with T tomorrow, and he even arranged for me to call him for a short chat on Friday. I've been having an incredibly rough week.

I haven't been letting my boyfriend touch me and I've been freaked out at anyone getting in my personal space. We tried to have sex, but it ended up in me crying and telling him to leave me alone.

I haven't even been on the forums much... it's just too much to take right now.

My most convincing proof, in my own mind, of it happening, is the amount of pain and struggle I've been through this week. This doesn't happen to "normal people" when they consider the possibility of having been sexually abused!