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Originally Posted by Suki22
being alone is hard and can be lonely. most everyone I know is happily married with kids. they don't have time for me. the longer I'm living alone, I wonder if I can ever live with anyone else. I'm so set in my ways. I wanna watch what I want to watch on tv, I have a certain way of doing things and I don't know if I want to compromise. on one hand I'm happy to be alone and live the way I want to live. on the other hand it's lonely at times.
a lot of times I feel like my life has passed me by. I should have tried harder when I was younger to find someone and now it's too late for the husband/kids/happy household.
I feel your pain!
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This is just about dead on about what goes through my head. The "life passing me by" part is what troubles me the most. Spending weekends and nights in my apartment doing next to nothing is not living life. I rarely answer the phone and never make plans with anyone. I deliberately avoided family and friends last year out of pure humiliation. Things have changed, some for the better, but is this all there is?