No, I am sorry but I cannot relate to this one. I'm more like the opposite to what you are describing. I've been the weak one all my life, always have had other people have to take care of me, and I hate it. I have no will to live at all, and I don't know what the strange force is that is even giving me the strength to type on my keyboard. But anyway, everyone's got problems. Even people that are happy have problems they face every day. I don't know the answer to your last question. But you can get all used up from weak people, you can spend your life taking care of people and never get anything back. People can sap the energy out of you, and make you be one of them and bring you down. I have no idea what I am trying to say.