Hello. Here and clean. Happy to be free from active addiction. I love my life, hellish moments and all. I have hope today. I am powerless over my drugs of choices and that caused my life to become unmanageable. I learned through the 12 steps of AA recovery, that I wasn't the angel I thought I was. I, therefore, had zero responsabilities, besides not to use my drugs of choice and keep myself safe and healthy and harmless to others. I can defend myself though. gracias