The past two weeks things have been going down hill very fast.

I cannot stand to look at myself in the mirror - I feel disgusting and am repulsed by myself.

I don't want to get into specifics, but my eating habits are not good. I am not restricting, but I wish I would. I hate to admit it, but I'd rather be starving right now than feel as ugly as I do.

Within the past two weeks I have felt like noone cares. Everyone is ultimately out for themselves. Let's face it, noone cares that I'm feeling down. I'm all on my own. I absoluetly hate myself. I even tried to self harm, but just scratched the surface, so I couldn't even get that right.

I don't know what to do...where to turn or even if it's worth it.