Thank you for asking.

I go up and down. Way up and way down.

This morning I had the impulse to call the T and schedule something and TRY AGAIN.

I went to the gym and I l left my phone at home and came to the day job, where I am so far behind that I will be able to lose myself in my work...whew!

today is a bit better, but that is because my T is out of town. When T comes back, will I get a call offering me an appointment?

What willl I do?

Why am I so freaked out? A certain part of me says I am just being "resistant."

that part scares me.

I feel like if I can make it another week until T comes back, and I don't get a call, then I will be okay. In that respect, this really does feel like an addiction, and I have been there before, too.

Gah!

Thanks for asking. I am taking it bit by bit. but the support helps in a HUGE way.

Blessings, MCL