I would use my logic to realize that if everyone is for themselves, then I should be for myself and/or if everyone is for themselves and I'm on my own, there's nothing "wrong" with that, I have to be my own advocate and get what I want for myself (help).

What concerns you most? Your eating? I would call a professional who specializes in eating disorders or nutrition and find a book/other resource and see if I could work on eating better (since you know you are not eating well). Not like anyone can eat well for you? You can lead a horse. . . I would do some research online: http://www.nationaleatingdisorders.o...ion-resources/ and see if I could make a plan for getting myself help?

If it is your self esteem and not liking yourself; same thing. Do you have or want a therapist? That or a group might be interesting to pursue?