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Originally Posted by Chopin99
I still feel like crap. I didn't get to work until noon. I'm vacillating between thinking T is being ridiculous and wondering if she's right. I have not heard back from her. I'm not surprised as it's still her weekend. I'd love to keep emailing her, but I said in my last email that I wouldn't email her again before I see her Thursday afternoon.
I know you guys hate her now, but I'm willing to see if there was a misunderstanding. I don't know if I can start over.
I finally had to vacate my office at work. I'm in a new role and have no office. I feel unsafe. I'm in my boss' office today. I work out of town tomorrow and Wednesday.
I don't know if I can face her Thursday, but I'm going crazy not being able to contact her. 
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I only hate her cause she caused you pain! ...Good that you're out of town tomorrow and Wed right? Won't that make the days zip faster and you will feel less unsafe floating without your desk. I understand not being able to face a therapist, that's for sure.
What are you doing for yourself in the next day or two, regardless of what happens with your T? Do you have a plan for some self care of some kind? A movie? Bath? Flowers? Something??