Hi feary,

I'm sorry to hear you are feeling so awful today.
I am sending many supportive thoughts your way.
Did the Celexa and the Abilify have side-effects that were causing you trouble?
I don't think you should have the same type of issues starting up again, now that you have been on the medication once. I mean, your body must be somewhat familiar with it now? Idk - Maybe someone else knows how that works? What is it that you dislike about being on meds?
If you get back on this combination maybe you could then try switching to something else.
Also, if you have tried a whole lot of medications, could you speak with your doctor about the possibility of trying TMS? http://www.mayoclinic.com/health/tra...lation/MY00185
I know someone who has gotten quite a bit of help from it. She had to spend some time arguing with her insurance company but now its being covered finally. She goes once a week.
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