Hi Ashley,

Sorry to hear things are so tough right now. I can relate in that I have struggled in the area of jobs and career. Ugh majorly struggled. I have also had those feelings of watching how everything seems to come so much easier to other people in this area. Do you think that you might be having symptoms of depression in addition to the difficult job/career circumstances? Are you seeing a therapist now or would you consider it? I know that for me, the depression made it harder to tackle the job/career area of my life. By addressing my depression, I was more able to "get my fight back" and not feel constantly overwhelmed.
Sending supportive thoughts your way. Hang in there...