Widgets-YOU ARE NOT A AWFUL PERSON!
I havd more one night stands then i can count.. I honestly can't even tell you the amount of men I've slept with.. I have 2 kids with 2 different dads. My youngests dad was a one night...
I had them because I felt that was the only way to feeling loved and cared for.. Like if i gave in to sex that they would want me.. But that never happened and i just never stopped.. Tell recently.. But if you believe in yourself and have some type of patiences he will come to you.... its hard to believe.. My longest relationships been 2 months.. the one im in now is 3 weeks and hes leaving for 3 months... SO i know exactly how you feel!