I'm sure we all have had this from time to time....

So this is were it's getting me in trouble.... I had to push myself out the door today... I spent time trying to do other things, and ended up missing class.... just so I could take the time to deal with the bills, and finances in general. I've figured out that. but I can't pay someone back the money that they used to help me... and I really dont' feel like being on the outside of my house... I've never felt like this before.... it's weird...

In the past I have just hid from my feelings, and now I want to go back to that... I'm having a hard time trying to get me to do homework... let alone find a job.... I'm just... I don't know... it's all to confusing... or maybe this is just a vent... I don't know anymore... but what if I miss class again??