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Originally Posted by hankster
I really liked what she said in response as to why you had these particular feelings - and the way you came back here and explained it I think was helpful for many people. I know it was for me, thanks.
we DO keep revisiting the same feelings; my first long-term T said it's like an onion, you just keep peeling back layers. I think though it's more like a head of lettuce growing in the garden - you keep picking off the outer layers and inner ones keep growing - until the plant bolts, gets tough, and goes to seed?
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I would like for the seeds to die! We can't be this messed up. I am thinking this is just part of living. The ups and downs. Emotions and feelings. Good times and bad times. That's life, isn't it?
If that is true, then why do I think I am so different from everyone else? Maybe they are the different ones? Or maybe we are all different and that's okay? Who wants a bag of all blue M & Ms? Not me. Who wants a box of crayons that only has purple ones? I prefer red!
My point is that we can all be different with different issues and be just as normal as anyone else. I mean, doesn't everyone have erotic transference at some point in their life? Maybe not. I sure never thought I would. It's bizarre and totally stupid if you ask me! Is anyone asking? Not sure. But that's my take on it. It is an odd sensation.