I feel so bad for you, Squiggle. You're living what I fear most about therapy, that my T will cancel a session. But you do handle it and the time passes. You're an inspiration so that if it happens to me, I'll be okay.

I understand your wanting to talk to your T face to face, but it's nice to know that she will welcome an email or phone call if you need to!

If you want to discuss erotic transference more, feel free to PM me.