I did... For less than a day.. I was alive n I had so many ideas.. places to go.. things to do.. but I couldn't... I was scared, I'm not sure of what..then I got depressed and I cried, feelin more alone, powerless, and out of control than ever.. short tempered and angry, disappointed... In 24 hrs I felt it all.. and now I'm still alone n back to numbness. I wish I woulda left.. I don't think I woulda come back.. I'm exhausted...