My mind is on overload & I can't stop thinking. I feel as though I'm suffocating. I wish I had someone to talk to, but I don't. I wish I could fall asleep, but still waiting on this melatonin to kick in. Thinking about taking another pill, but don't wanna make myself feel anymore sick than I already feel. I feel like such a bother & no one has time for me. Everybody that I use to could go to is too busy to check on me. No one cares about me...why should they? I'm a waste of space & a waste of life. I'm ungrateful & negative. I'm a nobody & wish I could disappear. Someone else deserves this life that I can't seem to appreciate. Guess I'll lay here...while these thoughts swallow me whole.