I feel like I am poking the bear here, but did YOU say these things? Or is she putting words in your mouth? And what exactly is your beef with psychology or psychoanalysis or whatever? I mean, you ARE in therapy, but you reject the basis of the field? Then why do you go to psychotherapy, to get your hair curled? Honestly, not being funny, I just don't understand what you mean when you say you don't go for psychoanalysis. Do you reject concepts like repetition compulsion, and believe everything has its source only in the present? Because that's how I would account for your r/s with T, at least partly.