Not doing well at all...

I called my pdoc and left a message

I feel so terrified about life and so depressed about everything

I can't get myself to do anything and if I do it is like climbing a mountain to do the smallest things

I feel overwhelmed raising my two small children alone and I feel like an awful mother

I can't eat

I feel impending doom

I feel strange physically as well like I have some terminal illness

sooo much anxiety

I started my meds again last night- just wondering how long before they start working

this cannot happen to me for my kids..

i'm so stupid...i should never have gone off the meds

just feel soo overwhelmed by life

i have so much to do but can't do anything

I started out being depressed more and more and then feeling exhausted all the time and then full blown anxiety the last few days

I wish I had friends or family or some people in my daily life...i feel so alone